Basically planning the administrative hellhole to be able to get my hormones and others things covered (mostly covered) for my transition. Since I’ve have not a great reaction to benzyl Benzoate from the DIY EEn. For now I have to accommodate to the inflammation it gives me at the injection site and probably guide the doctor apprently friendly but she doesn’t know much about transition.
I think I will give out my second vial to the local trans association for someone in need. Still hard for me to train my voice though. I don’t find time except in the car going to work. Can’t help to feel like I sound silly when I try to speak with my “feminine” voice.


I made some kind of announcement to my close relative that are safe after either inviting them over or going over to them. "At some point I went by oh by the way I have something to tell you. I’m transitioning and started HRT F. Feel free to still use my name as I haven’t yet chosen my name I will go by.
As for work (oh boy lots of racist people and probably transphobes… 🤞) and my parents (might go correctly or poorly 🤷♀️, but since my dad depends on me for things he cannot do anymore. He has more to loose by rejecting me and so far I know he loves his kids…) They gonna have to ask questions themselves when they will notice that I look more and more feminine.