Right!? Even mind failing! Everything. And death, forever, I’m barely handling this. It’s gonna happen, but I have a f. heart condition so it’s for sure gonna happen sooner than for everyone else. I had a friend with an aneurism was not much more than a vegetable for three year. Just insane that life actually is like that. People dying because of the shittiest things they had no control over every single day.

Expressing myself? Who tf cares about that?