kinda wanted to make this post into a visual, so here we are.

have been leaning too much into the sparkles recently, might go back to other stuff. or not. or maybe i will urge you to get a chili chee burger again in these trying times. or another mama post - i… really dont know. im just lookin to put time into making a thing where i can theoretically say “i did a thing”. its like procrastinating, but with a bit of output.

CW: contains cooperate entertainment product

oh yea, rhythm heaven groove is coming to nintendo switch today. its 40€, which is a miracle price by todays standards… i ordered it physically now.
good game series. u can apparently get it for 36€ on amazon as a digital code.

got nothing much else to share today.

i hope that you are doing well, that you drink some water and that you know that you deserve warm fuzzy bubbly feels and that you deserve to be held <3

EDIT: whoopsie, forgot to put alt image link. there you go:

alt image link (blahaj zone)

    • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      5·
      1 个月前

      :o

      well… maybe someday, but you (!!!) certainly do deserve to be held and better actually be held rn or imma have to - tell someone to do that— (joke, very funny)

      yea the sparkles. ive before this wave of posts ive been distancing myself a bit from the sparkly, textured backgrounds a bit. sure, its eyecandy, but do peeps need eyecandy, you know?

      in this case it makes sense cuz it just fits how it feels very well. anyway - u better be held rn!!! >:(

      • TotallynotJessica@lemmy.blahaj.zoneMEnglish
        4·
        1 个月前

        There is nothing wrong with giving eye candy; I certainly enjoy it. Just do what feels best.

        As far as being held is concerned, I can neither confirm nor deny your accusations and demands

        • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
          2·
          1 个月前

          yea sure, eyecandy is something, but unfortunately my own “how good is this post” meter is still largely dependant on like numbers so yeaaaah… yeah.

          imma have to hire a serial kisser now… cuz i cant come over to ur place safely… calls someone

                • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
                  2·
                  1 个月前

                  hmm i can see how thats spicy, u really gotta be okay with being hurt iguess…

                  imean like - listen. the idea of having something remain after a spicy time like kiss marks, bite marks and yes also bite pain can be very - verrrry spicy i imagine. its like - that peepses dominance persists beyond when they are around, and yes that is spicy in a way that gives happy feels afterwards too.

                  im just - so scared of pain in general… that im not sure i could do it… then again… maybe i could, butbutbutbut only after i feel very very very safe with that person. but at that point i would get more excited about them asking or me saying it than the actual thing… likely a me-thing tho.

    • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      3·
      1 个月前

      am - not - cutie and also not patootie.

      it also doesnt do much for me emotionally so theres really no point. imma just say “>o< aaaa nooo am not cutie” and leave that comment.

      but yes visualizing things is fun, even tho this one ended up being rather generic. in the actual text post, i described it as overwhelming, like i had to pull myself out of it and i was - shaking and squirming on the chair, feeling so small-
      all that didnt come across here, but whateverrrrrr maybe ill make a proper one some other time when that feel hits again and im more in that mode still, instead of visualizing it as an aftermath thing.

      • F04118F@feddit.nlEnglish
        4·
        1 个月前

        Well, however you want to identify, know that you make my heart melt every time you post

        • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
          3·
          1 个月前

          hmmm im not sure if eeeevery post has that effect, e.g.

          preview to recent post

          chili cheese burger post image

          then again i can kinda also see that now that i think about it… i keep reaching for a similar vibe. interesting.

          post link

          but im very happy i can cause these kinds of reactions for people <3
          genuinely, not just as a “blablabla people pleaser”, no, it makes me genuinely very happy.

  • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
    4·
    1 个月前

    some peep on the text version of the post is saying “its a horny feels” and I - i wholeheartedly disagree. NO, this is a romantic feel, YES it is. sure - it may have similarities to that other thing, but its DIFFERENT! very different. this is NOT a horny feeling, NO!

    this is a pure feeling. it has no lust in it, no horny, no disgusting stuff. it has - HAS to be a romantic feeling, it has to be. atip telling me otherwise, applebusch!!! >;( please let me have this feeling for myself, let me have it my way. let me have it in a sweet, exciting romantic way. please ;(

    • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      4·
      1 个月前

      wawawawawhaaaaat >o<

      lo-…,… *lovely…* dunno about that…

      but im happy that u enjoyed the post! it makes me happy to see peeps happy or… at least amused.

    • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      2·
      1 个月前

      its real weird. its just a catbox moe link. meaning: a very regular file hosting site.

      usually those links are only ever blocked regionally (cuz the gov thinks catbox moe is full of lgbtqia stuff).

      anyway, happy that u can see those alt links, thats why I put em.