Hey, so I made the “I don’t wanna live anymore” post a few days ago. A couple things

1.Thanks for deleting the post, mods. I really just shouldn’t have posted it but I wasn’t thinking clearly at the time. But also thanks for everyone giving there support, and also being empathetic. I kinda hate how a lot of places are either “noooo you have so much to much to live for” + corny sayings, or it’s like “fuck off.” So it’s nice having people who understood what I was/am going through.

2.Just overall was not having a good week. I was wrecked by work and had a health scare with one of my pets. I also just hadn’t been able to get a lot of stuff out and my family has never really been helpful. So that’s why I lost it so badly, basically.

3.I detoxxed for a couple days and now I’m feeling better. I made a plan for a couple things related to both my physical and mental health, and I also ordered some girl clothes. I know I wont look good [im not going to go out with them on], but it’ll be a start at least.

4.Im also going to start therapy. Someone eon reddit informed me of “pro-bono” services some places provide, so I’m going to try to take advantage of those [it was on the deprogram subreddit which was vaporized, so I cant credit them] along with what my university provides.

5.Also imma try to get back to work on my substack. Honestly just not sure what to write about. I basically just made it to talk about the Stackelberg thing so :p