I chalk it up to me being young, dumb, and too horny to really think things through before I would do that. I’m sure there’s something more lurking beneath but I haven’t given it enough thought to try and figure that of my psyche out.

Cuz you right, it didn’t make sense to do it, ever, yet I did it and it was indeed stupid. Good on you for having better sense than I, only wish that was more common than it is.