An entire generation shaped by Fallout New Vegas. Out of all the Fallout games? I’ll take it.

“This is the world leftists want.”

I suspect this is how many conservatives think getting turned trans works, since they can only think in terms of guns, burgers, and SUVs.

…or just forgotten, ignored… oh and also killed yeah.

Someone go back in time and do this for me 27 years ago pls.

Well if you (or anyone else) are in the US and eventually want to find out regarding domperidone, I found this link while helping a friend of mine a few years ago.

https://www.inhousepharmacy.vu/p-17-motilium.aspx

It’s from this old bookmark of mine:

https://www.lesbianmommies.com/buy-domperidone-without-prescription-us/

There’s tons of useful information here on how it works (for cisgender women, but I mean, the process is the same), risks, and most importantly, which manufacturers to order from:

What manufacturer do you order from? I order Motilium from the Janssen Cilag manufacturer that is a part of Johnson & Johnson (more info here and here).

…but that’s not why I hate myself?

First half is true, second half…

Oh no, I only wish. I short circuit and get depressed, feeling like people are lying to me and only being nice to me to get me to shut up and go away. It’s something I’ve been working on for a while now, even accepting simple compliments without minimizing them or acting like the person who is giving the compliment doesn’t know enough about me to make that judgment and therefore they’re wrong. I really hate it, honestly. Because my crooked mind thinks “oh you’re just being humble and realistic” when I’m actually actively tearing down positive thoughts about myself. This is a thing that is irrespective of my gender, it’s just a “me” problem in general.

It’s so weird, even on my prior account, I never did anything but browse the “subscribed” tab. And you know what? I’ve literally never had any communities show up that I didn’t want to see. How strange.

It’s just hilarious how people want everyone else to curate their experience for them instead of knowing how to curate it for themselves, especially when the tools are readily available for them to self-curate.

It’s incest+ because you’re your own parent. Even have Philip J. Fry beat, he was only ever his own grandpa.

Beyond all that… AppImage? Fuck that’s what they’re going with, really? I get that it’s platform agnostic or whatever but it’s literally my least favorite way to get an app delivered to me because it’s so fucking opaque. I know that’s probably an unpopular opinion, but I do, I hate AppImages. It feels like the lazy assholes way of committing to Linux support when they’re a giant corporation. This isn’t some guy coding it all on his own in his basement for no money because it’s open source. I can live with that because that guy is just one guy and maybe doesn’t have the time or resources to pack it five different ways. But a company that big? Go fuck yourself, Tim Sweeney.

It’s insane, but it’s actually true.

Forcing yourself into “positive” routines and thought patterns, even when you’re not “feeling” them absolutely impacts how you handle life and your ability to move forward positively in it. My worst times have always been when I haven’t been able to force myself to do that, that’s when I know it’s really bad. I learned young that the only way out of chronic depression was routine, cleanliness, and goals.

Especially with trying to get out of depression, there’s weirdly an element of “faking it til you make it” that actually works. Those small goals build up over time, building not just confidence and calm, but forward inertia in your life.

So yes, how do you stay so positive?

Delusion.

Thank you, it’s an important distinction to make. I also had a very emotionally and mentally abusive girlfriend who used threats of suicide and making me watch herself self harm were used as tactics of control.

You’re right of course, the massive amount of misogyny in society doesn’t mean that abuse from women doesn’t happen, of course it does. However sadly, it happens at far lower rates and/or because often, like in my case, the kind of abuse they do isn’t necessarily visibly as scars, only as mental scars, it also gets less attention and understanding.

It’s the same with almost all violence and horror. Yes, women do it too, for sure. However, men do it at such high rates in comparison (there can be debate on why) that it cannot be ignored or minimized, even for those who have been abused by women.

Abuse in general is terrible, as I’m sure we can all agree. It doesn’t mean that I’m way more likely to be killed by a woman as a trans woman, nope, my biggest fear is straight cisgender men, and the statistics bear it out.

Note: when I say “woman” here I’m obviously referring to all of us, that’s how much more violence comes from straight cisgender men, it just dwarfs any and all other categories.

soon:

Also relevant: --All You Zombies-- by Robert Heinlein

my poetry sucks but at least it’s mine

“The contents of your panties matter nil, what truly matters is the content of your character”

• Oscar Wilde or some shit I don’t know

…is there a former Empire that doesn’t deserve it?

Avatar checks out, bobcats are indeed quite hairy, Bubs.

girl you can’t give me ideas like this…

Well I’m vexed.

🫠 She’s just darling, so beautiful.