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    2 days ago

    Well, the work week was long, and gosh the team building exercise was awful.

    Between dishonest people, cheaters, misogyny, sexual innuendos…

    Anyway, the week slightly better. Did some pen&paper again this week. Played with some stranger I’ve met for a gaming event and ended up on fortnite (never knew there was so much mods).

    And today, I’ve played with a friend on a new game.

    Bought some boots.

    Another shameful event. My father saw my feminine underwear and sports bra. (Why do you have to the bathroom : it wasn’t something you could see easily that the small window was open because the shutters were closed. He closed the window when not asked… Because basically I was hiding them there from the rest of the basket so they could dry without the rest.)

    Anyway, no questions were asked. I prefer this weird limbo state before my coming out in a few days.

    I’ve been living with my parents since I’m divorcing my wife (technically I live in a small studio in their backyard my father built himself -except for wiring- when grandmother was sick with Alzheimer’s.)