rei, your mother was dead I dont know who raised you


I love not getting a diagnosed as an adult for something I know I had my entire life
why do you not get one?
I love being treated like someone fishing for disability while struggling my whole life feeling like something was wrong with me.
Mama didn’t raise a quitter. Mama raised a winner boy. She only turned into a quitter, because she was a winner girl. Once that was addressed, she became the winnest of all winners.
I raised myself :3
That hits deep…
I regret to inform this variant/iteration of Rei that her mother simply didn’t appear to do much raising of any kind.
You’re valid and gay :3
You don’t need to be the champion or the rebel or anyone else in-between if you don’t want to be. All I would prefer is you be kind to yourself and others.
If you’re not a quitter, but also not a winner then you are a loser… better be a quitter
Even though my mother broke a lot of wooden spoons on my ass & I’m a mess most days:
I like to remind myself that after several decades… she told me story (out of guilt) about her eventually stopping because I laughed & vomited on her feet.
Now who is a menopausal widow, you witch!! Lol. Love you, Mum.
Which one of you?











