• argarath@lemmy.world
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        Still have issues years later after a spammer* joined a chat I was in and spammed CP. I barely saw a glimpse of a baby and the rest that I won’t describe, but it was around the time my sister had her first son, my nephew, and I couldn’t do anything for months because every time I would start feeling aroused that image would flashback in my mind and I would feel utterly disgusted at everything and myself. I’m still getting intrusive thoughts every now and then when I’m trying to have some me time that make me lose the desire to continue, but I’m slowly getting better

      • WorldsDumbestMan@lemmy.today
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        18 hours ago

        Also same reason I refuse to have or moderate any NSFW first community.

        I know very well what I would have to see, and I’m just not made of tough stuff.

        • empireOfLove2@lemmy.dbzer0.comOP
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          There is exactly one. One. Discord server that I use an alt on for specific fetish stuff. Everything else I get from the open net. But alas even that cannot be safe.

      • TheLeadenSea@sh.itjust.works
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        who finds all that content… the poor kids being exploited :((

        or is it mostly drawn stuff?.. (still unpleasant to see ofc but not actual children being harmed)

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      Every major social media site has a problem with it. Most report tens of millions of incidents every year, much of it hidden in non-porn areas.