I’ll get the police called on me again if I start being too honest with people with how much I’m struggling

I don’t want to call the police, Miisha… I wish I could have called someone you know and trust who would text/call/visit you instead.

And the struggles are real, I’m not denying that, you just deserve more people close to you to offer support. I got so much support in the sad times in my life from classmates, for example. Some were assholes but I learned to filter them out.