I was adopted, then abused. Like, they had to go out of their way to get a kid and then treated it like crap. Met my bio mom as an adult. She was 15, drunk, wanted to get laid at a party, and by the time she realized she was pregnant couldn’t abort. Fucking pro-lifers, I was this close to not having to deal with this shit. This close!!!
I got a free PC as a bday gift for my 18th bday, which I was bullied into giving up to my younger brother, ending my wannabe developer career.
I stared at walls for a good chunk of my life, thinking if only I had something to work with, maybe I’d make something.
Wondering if there was some junk I could turn into an useful machine.
Now I’m in debt, because I had to pull my family out of debt.
I only inherited genetic diseases, I live out of spite to the world that didn’t want me.
Left with debt and trauma, yet we didn’t ask to be born. Especially into this nightmare. This world and those at the top have a host to answer for.
This is why I don’t want and won’t have kids. I spent my entire childhood asking “why would you bring me here, if you don’t want me?”
I was adopted, then abused. Like, they had to go out of their way to get a kid and then treated it like crap. Met my bio mom as an adult. She was 15, drunk, wanted to get laid at a party, and by the time she realized she was pregnant couldn’t abort. Fucking pro-lifers, I was this close to not having to deal with this shit. This close!!!
Pretty much. Unwanted in the world, yet treated as if we owe it something in return.